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Been some time. Really. 3weeks? 4weeks? I'd lost count.

Chinese New Year. Was great seeing all my cousins & relatives again. Technology is pretty interesting.

New Year greeting through the screen. Taking photos with the cousin stuck in the screen. Passing ba-kwa to behind the screen. *laughs* That's the first part. Of CNY Day 1 I believe.

My extremely adorable niece

That's the later part CNY Day 1. My beloved other snake cousin.

CNY's been a great time. But post CNY hasn't really been great. According to the Chinese Calendaer, I didn't fan tai shui this year. But. It hasn't really been good. Something... Something just feel amiss.

Can't really sort of describe me, myself right now. Just am at a loss of words. For now. I hope. You know, I have this feeling. Thought. At this point of time in my life. That I'd figured myself. Well, I guess not. Now, I don't even know what I want. It's like... Having The Compass, but not knowing what you want. So, it just spins round & round, with no real destination.

Hope I find what I find some answers soon. Don't really like to feel lost.

Perhaps. My dinner date may help me out.

Oh. Don't get the wrong idea here. Nothing going on. Nothing much. Just a meeting between 2 friends who haven't met for quite some time now.

Sigh~ Whirlwind of thoughts again.

Charlie Brown.

Fux. Fux, fux, fux, fux. This is all fux.

Fudging hell. It's not like my fault for her starting to spring clean so damn late. Now, pushing me to clean up ridiculous places that people will probably never enter during chinese new year.

Why can't the hell I just have a normal & fun-filled Saturday. Early in the morning, just have to come piss me off.

Fux.

Yesterday, went back to Zhonghua with Andrew, Alex, Yuting, Valerie, Samuel, Hekming, Lulu & of course Siewhoon. Snaps.

Played 'Left 4 Dead' with Andrew, Alex & Yuting after that. It was wicked.

Live.

Now. Today. It has to be one of the more interesting chapter in my life. *laughs* Believe it or not, I had actually wrote a complaint letter to SBS Transit. *shakes head in disbelief* But frankly, I couldn't take it in. And well, it was quite fun. Venting some fustration.

Curious huh. Well, let's just put it that the 'bus captain', so they call it, was being one big bloody peanut butter jam of a bastard. Yep.

I don't know. Really. But my guess? Life wouldn't had been the same if it weren't for this girl. I do suppose she's a special girl.

I can still quite remember. The first time I met her. I beleive I was in the hall. That was in 2003, Secondary 2. Erm... The hall was kind of like my (MY) *sticks tongue out* hang-out place. Yup. Explains for my dissappearance during recess.

Anyway! I was in the hall, with Nelson, playing/training/fooling-around. All of a sudden, came along this little girl, skipping her way towards us. And I was like... "Ermm... Okay... Skipping? Hmmm..."

I continued with what I was doing (probably playing on the mushroom) while Nelson chatted away with her. Alright, more like teasing her. Being total strangers (she might have known who the hell I was, but I've absolutely no idea who she is. That's what I was, almost, forever like back in gymnastics. Training means training) with her, she suddenly offered me this chunk of chocolate. I was like: What?! But well, the chocolate managed to seduced me in the end.

Things went like that. Strangely, we somehow became friends. And somehow, landed in the same class, 3E2.

You know, friendship is a mysterious thing indeed. It just is. It just comes like that. You never know when it starts & all.

She was like the sun during those times. Forever I see her, she would be smiling, laughing, giggling at who knows what. For all those who might have not known, she could be a lunatic. *laughs* Ahh... Just remembered, she used to have that funny accent as well, till Mr Lim told her quit it. *laugh, laugh, laugh*

Well, to summarise everything, all I'll say is that quite a number of things happened through those years. Life's just like that huh? It's all about ups & downs.

She's really a nice girl afterall. And I'd never believed that there would be such a nice person in this world if I'd never met her. I would think that that's nonsense in fact. *laughs* And now, well, it's all good.

Life would never be the same without you. You gave me the key to the secrets of life.

Changes. Bonds. Live.

And the Enemy passes you a Christmas Present

Damn it. I really hate morning rush hour. The time where human nature takes over.

So, I was on the bus, about to alight. There was this 2 school kids, seated down. People were rushing along, alighting & they looked like they had really wanted to alight too. So, all I did was to let them go first. And then. Came along this aunty behind me, pushing my bag, edging me to move forth.

Like W.T.F. aunty. C'mon, not that I want to mention this, but, I'm in the Army, you're getting on in years, shorter than me by a whole head. What's the point of pushing if I don't want to move?! Like you can make me move an inch even if you'd tried.

With the train, it was just as bad. Sigh~

Today's course, actually went for a test, which I haven't even attended the lessons for. How queer.

"BOOM!"
"Bang, bang, bang, bang!"

The year is 2007. And battles are raging everywhere. It's has been like this for some time now. Since 2004.

Enemy airplane spotted! Run! Suddenly, much to my surprise, instead of dropping tonnes & tonnes of bombs, came a little package, labelled "Rations".

Well, that's what Lulu was like. At least to me. Alright, maybe I exaggerated it a weetle bit too much. But, that's roughly the essence of it.

You know, it really never did struck me to land up in the same clique as Lulu. Seriously. The thought never even crossed my mind once. But look at me now. *laughs* Really... Not saying anything bad, just, surprisingly speechless. Heh...

Back in those 2004 & 2005 days, it was always chaotic whenever our roads met. That's mainly due to Jerald. AHHH... Can't help laughing to myself now. Oh dear... The numerous times when they'll go loggerheads with each other.

"Mongolian! The Mongolians are coming to invade us! Ahh~"
"You idiot Jerald!"

That ought to be the rough outline for a start to their arguement. Heheh.

Also, never really had talked to her much. In fact, it was kept to a minimal. *Gasps* *Ssshhh* Then till that fateful day. Where the founders of our "Muggers United" gathered round a round table (which, was nowhere near the one King Arhtur owns) and founded "Muggers United". *laughs*

Well, from her, I've learnt a lesson too. The topic's Human Relations. So, yep. A friend who'd taught me a valuable lesson, whether she'd known it or not. *smiles*

Mango+Mongol+Lulu=Mangolian.

Let's have a discussion today!

Sigh~ There's just soo much to do for spring cleaning. Especially more so when there's like tonnes & tonnes of items that are useless, yet not to be thrown away. By orders of dad. Nonsense. As long as those items are not used for so long, and not seeing any usage in the future, might as well throw it away!

So, my room's more or less done. Parents' room, don't care, 'cos no one's ever going to step inside anyway. Living room, still got quite some bit to go. Kitchen - not started. *Gasp* That's not much time left. Right?

Well, currently, still on course. Sleep- Nevermind. Yep, still on course. *BIG smile*

Saturday, main highlight - Lion Dance. Forecast for next Lion Dance event: 2^nd February.

Let's see... Hmmm... The-guy-whose-msn-display-picture-hasn't-changed-for-as-long-as-I-can-remember. Really, he's awesome. One hell of a guy. Great determination and self-motivated. I've never seen someone who can mug as hard/long as he can. Yup.

Actually, to kind of tell the truth, he's one of those people whom I never thought I'll be cliq-ing with. *laughs* It's just one of those life's surprises huh? Pleasant surprise, that is. *smile*

So, sort of got to talk to him & know him, slowly. We... had played basketball ball together. Soccer. Well, those are class events anyway. Hahaha. Yep. Then, of course, gaying around with Joseph helped too. Heheh.

Back in Secondary School, him 'thrashing out' with Henrietta was I got to know him too. Sigh~ The number of times when he was actually called a ku-ku. *laugh* Oh dear, thinking back to those days, I just can't help smiling to myself.

Posting to Yishun JC, well, at that point of time, it was rather miserable. Shall say 'bout that another time. (If I remember, that is)

He got posted there too. I supposed those times were the times where we really got to talk to each other more often. Yep.

Oh, almost forgot, thanks. A lot. for the time during YJ's OCIP. Pre, during, post. It was... calming, thoughtful, funny. *big grin/smile/laugh*

Then, the time came when he really came into the clique that we are now. That was Battle Preparation Days for A'Levels. It's funny, you know, how our clique started out as a muggers' society.

Yep, so, through those days we mugged. He was really the consultant back then. Knowledgable and all. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't really have the results that I have today. *smiles* And it was a great time to be doing GP with him too. Well, together with Valerie too, of course. The 2 great thinkers in our group. Got to know quite a few insights, just by listening to their conversation. Yep. So, he got to help me out in talking topics out for General Paper.

There are many pleasant surprises in Life.
You are one of those.

Hahaha.

Now, that's a Friend indeed.

Now, people must be thinking, how the hell am I so free? Blogging everyday even though I'm serving National Service. Well, that's the truth of life.

You know, they always say, "The busiest of man always find time." Or something like that. Nah... Just kidding. I AM quite free actually. Every night. Of course, there's things waiting for me to do, but, procrastination is the thief of time.

So, going to go on course, starting tomorrow. Lasts till 22 January. Awesome.

You know, the first time I'd really known her, was pretty much through friends. Oh, and these 2 friends, they're great people too. *smiles* I still remember, it was for the Singapore Youth Festival. That was in Secondary 3 as well. She was together with my friends, in a team, that is to say, with Yiling & Jean. Well, they still just as close as they were in the past.

So, I hadn't really talked much to her at all in class. It was only AFTER class that we'd really talked. Maybe more of laughed. Gosh... Those were really the days. Secondary 3. All the time spent in the art studio, creating our 'master-piece'. The long hours spent, the nonsense shared, jokes laughed at (or shuddered at), gimmicks used, food ate, yadder, yadder, yadder...

I do think that was also the time where she'd really seen another side of me. Ah, what am I talking about? That was about the only time, during secondary school, that the 3 of them saw another side of me. Art really can open people up huh.

Oh, and the time where we stayed till quite late in school. And there were these sweets. Sweets she took for those used for prayers. Sigh~

And the times when she would walked past The classroom. *laughs* Frankly speaking, she's a good girl. Strong & independent. And fun.

And oh deary me. Up till now, I still can't believe how retarded she had looked last time! *gasp* *laughing out loud* Sorry sista. But seriously. Once you review your secondary school photos. Alright, not saying that I'm any better. Hahahaha. I'd must looked quite retarded last time too. Hahs.

Indescribably glad to have known you, Ong Si Hui Valerie.

Life.

First Encounter. Encounters.

Let's just do friends, shall we? I mean, with family? What's the point? Like I'll ever remember the first time with them.

So, who shall we have first? I know. Audrey. *laughing with tears* Now, that'll be interesting for me to think about.

So, year was... 2004. That was when we were in Sec 3. Come to think about it. She'd never really. You know. Still, I recall she sitting... somewhere round me. With Jerald as well. *laugh* Those 2 could go on & on for the whole day through school. Literally.

It was quite entertaining. Still can remember the time Jerald was going on about hamburgers. And she was saying just how sick he could get. Ahahaha. And all the time he calls her goose. In the event that you're reading this, Audrey. I think I still have THE photo of you. Somewhere. I'm thinking she'll be screaming her head off if she ever does see it.

"Delete! Delete! DELETE IT!"

That'll probably be what she screams. Heh.

Now then, there was also the time when I was her neighnour in class. I.e. sitting beside her. And all the time how she complains how slow I am in my speech. Honestly, those comments, they didn't really register into my ear. Sorry Audrey. Hahaha.

Oh, oh. And also the times where she would comment on That Fellow. Now. I would think her image of him hasn't really changed much.

So, well. That's Audrey Lim Hui Qing.

Meowz.

Some Simple Thoughts

So many things going through my mind right now. Some photos first?

By the way, these were from Night Cycling. On 261208. Yea... Quite some time back huh.

The group of us.

Jasmine & Meixing

Keith & Jerome

Jerome & Keith. They're figuring which direction we should be heading to.

Mexing, strongest female cyclist in the group.

That's Edward.

Now, this would've been a better one. If it weren't so blur. *laughs*

Jerome, strongest cyclist in the group.

Outside Raffles City, if you're thinking the place looked familiar.



Taste great.

That's 'bout it for photos. So far.

Frankly, I feel much like writing out an essay now. There's really so much thoughts spinning through my head now. It's quite fustrating. And if I go to sleep, I'll probably forget most of these thoughts when I wake up. And I don't want that. Now, if ony I've a Pensive. Heheheh.

Alright. I think I'll just skip the surface of the water of all these thoughts now. Sorry, but this may get boring.

First thing first. I'm depressed. Something's wrong with my body. It's disgusting. Even I myself find it gross. And it's freakin' depressing. And I've no idea how this. Condition. Came about. But, I think it's slowly getting better. So, nothing much to worry there.

Man. Mankind. They are born evil. And well, they learn good. That's the verdict I've reached after much thought. It's just a general statment though, and most certainly does not apply to each & everyone. Doing good deeds versus committing evil. Hmmm...

Chatted with my da-yi on the phone a while ago. Alright, a few hours ago. Well, talked 'bout all the cousins that there is. I don't know. It's... it's indescribable. Sometimes, I wonder... Well, with her, we bascially talked about studies, since she asked me 'bout my plans first. Sigh~

Let's start. But I don't know how. Well, both the eldest are doing well now. Victoria. She's most probably going to Perth for University. Me? I've got my plans. Just that she's not that approving of it. But well, at least I've got a plan. That's a start.

Victor. Not the ideal-est of situation. I daren't even think 'bout this happening. But the thought did cross my mind before. Well, now, he's going to start to learn. I hope. I sincerely hope he'll see the light & wake up his idea. It's nigh time he starts to plan ahead. Andrea, she's bright. Edric, at least he's still studying. He's a good brother, he is.

Edrea, she's moving to O's this year? Or next. Sorry, a bit confused due to change in year. Xi An, Xi Ping. Frankly, the elder one is the more worrying one. But then again, from what she'd said, I also feel that they should give some attention to the younger one as well. Also, try not to praise the younger one too much. Or even start to compare them.

You know, it's a miserable life, to be comparing one with another. Especially when they're brothers. And more so, when the other is like outshining you in every single thing. I've lived through those moments when I was young. Thankfully, I made it through it. Though I'm not sure how I did. Hahaha.

Hmmm... *lost in thoughts*

The past few days, also been with Papa. I'll say it. He's like. One of those people I respect a lot. He'd said a few stuff as well. It was surprising to hear it. But still, it was a pleasant surprise. *smiles*

Watched the show "Bridge to Terabithia" again. This time, instead of just focusing on the story, it had me thinking about myself. And well, my life. Just like to say, I really cherish each & everyone of you guys (& girls) whom I've known over the years, a lot. Nothing & no one can ever replace each & everyone of you. It's everyone that had made me who I am today. Yes, even the detestful ones. After all, life's not all about happiness, isn't it?

Life is short. Life as a kid, is even shorter. But that doesn't mean that we can't stay a child forever.

The show also led me to think about the anime "Byousoku 5cm". And well, as much as I'd hate for it to happen, I suppose that it will. Someday. Unless we really hold on tight to it, and never forget. So, till the time comes, I'll just indulge myself in the moment.

Ah... I think all these crap would suffice. For the moment. I would think there's still quite some bit left in my head. But, well, those will have to wait. I'd gave my self till the end of my playlist. Well, it's about to end. So, think I'll stop here.

It's time for me to rest.

Good nights

Hmmm~

Hmmm... So, what have I been up to nowadays? I've no idea. Honest.

Fine. Right now, over at my Papa's home. Staying for the night 'cos there wasn't any bus running back to my home from the airport. Sent Jiejie off just now. Yep. She's going back to Australia.

Afternoon was spent with them as well. Lunched at Jade Place, Forum Shopping Mall. It was good. Well, so was the price. *laughs*

Today, I have to thank my neighbour, xiao-qi, a lot. Thanks to her, I'd managed to ge my casing today. Oh. Got my much-needed-haircut last night. Ahhh~ Feel so much better now.

What else... What else... I've no idea... Memory does not work for me in the night.

Oh yeah, went for lion dance training on Friday. It's been quiote some time since I ws last there. In fact, it's been a year. Heh. That's kind of long. And it sure has changed quite some bit. And damn... Times have really changed. Kids nowadays ain't like they were years back.

Alright, got to end ths now. Laptop's low.

Shopping!

Today, went several places with my mum & bro. First stop - Changi General Hospital. Went there to see my grandma. Father's side. Seriosuly, she's not looking any much better. Went there, she was sleeping. But she looked so much thinner now.

Anyway, after that, went to be a loanshark. Collect some money from Tanjhong Pagar. Eh? Wait. No. Wrong. Should be the other way round. Went to collect money, then visit Grandma.

After that, it was a shopping trip for me mum. Went to a few places. Robinson at Raffles City, G2000 at Marina Square. Also went to City Link to look at a few items. There was Plaza Singapura as well.

So, got her a dress, a top, a pants & a pair of heels. Wasn't easy though. Then my dad, already got him some stuff too. 2 shirts, one pants. There's a pair of shoes for him, from my eldest brother. Looks like this new year, they'll be having a change of clothes. Top to bottom. Awesome. I want one too! *laughs*

So, the whole of today been a shopping trip. Felt so good. Hahaha. Been looking at shoes too. For me & my bro. But there weren't any good ones around.

Saw these few tees at Kokon Tozai, Citylink. It was damn, damn, damn, bloody nice. But gosh. They were so expensive. Way out of my budget for tees. They were like s$70 to S$80 per piece. *sobs*

Oh, and damn funny. Friday, i had to go work. Was supposed to be a full day. But some how, one way or another, managed to get half day. Thanks to all my friends who had half-day too. *laughs* More so to Julian, Woen Cheng & one other (can't remember, sorry!) who were like smiling at me on their way out, me on my way to lunch. And more so to Mark & Tushan who visited me while I was in my office. Neat.

Merry New Year

A new year, a new beginning?

Well, just can't wait for this year to end now. Then next year (hopefully), get back to studies.

So, the past year. 2008 huh. Well, it's been army-filled. All my days of bashing, fighting, missions, chiong-sua, digging, tekan-ded, marching, explossions... You get the picture. It's all over.

Well, sorry to all if i couldn't join you guys for any outings or what-so-ever. Now, I believe I can meet up with people more often. Days as a trainee are finally over!

Whew... It's been an exciting year.