Metal.

Just happened to see the hippo toy that was sitting on Jie's table. And suddenly, I remember! It was bought from Margaret River, at some local store, and only going for 20 AUD. It was fluffy, light, and the fur felt really smooth. The best part, I got it for bunny. Pathetic.

And I think there's something wrong with me. For as long as I could remember, I'd always went with chill or lounge music. Hippy stuff. But today, and the past few days, I've been into metal. Gothic, death, heavy, power, whatever-shit-metal. Very soon, I'm going to be dressing goth/emo.

Misery Business

And... It looks like the next batch of graduates are coming. Seeing some friends, guys, graduation photos. Sigh... Somehow, it's a bitter-sweet feeling for me. I would definitely like to graduate (who doesn't), but not so much as looking forward to the working life.

Besides, it seems like my future is so very much unstable at the moment. Nothing is ascertain.

Did I mention? Few weeks back, my uncle & grandma came to visit. I think I did. My aunt's the remaining now. The former 2 had already returned to Singapore.

And... The past few weeks was pretty alright for me. Had been working at the factory. But it will probably be my last time working there, since I'm going to start (looking for) an internship next year. So, that's that.

And keeping myself busy is a good thing. I'd just wished that the gymnastics sessions were still running. Damn it. Should have offered this Irish/Scottish girl a ride back home, or at least to her train station, when I had the chance yesterday. Mental note to self, her name's Sheena. Moved here to Perth just about 3 weeks ago at this point of writing. Whew~

And well, now that work's over (the factory's closing down for the festive season), I'm going to be free as a bird. At least that's what I hoped.

But just as I lay down to rest tonight, it seems that, well, the sudden thought of me requiring therapy hit me. I thought I was fine with it all already. That I was good again. Back to myself. Do what I like, do what I will, without a care. But somehow or rather, I just can't. I can, if I were busy. But now that I'm at 'ease' again, it pains me quite a fair bit. Not as hard as before, but it definitely still hurts.

Am I right in saying that once you cross world, there's no stepping back? I don't know. Wish there was something to distract myself with. Think I'll head up to EB Games tomorrow to browse through a few games. It's just a pity that I don't have a PS3. That's definitely one item that I will get in my first year of getting employed.

Guess all that's left right now, is to wait for myself to get my arse back over in Singapore.