Cough cough

Think it's nearing to a month since I last visited my blog.

Yesterday, went LAN-ning with my cousins. After that, help Edrea out with Physics & Maths. And damn. I'm getting worst at Math. Sigh~

Had my lessons after that, and then, met up with Tushan, Alvin, Mark & Stefanie, Alvin's girl. Dinner at Old Airport Rd FC, then went on to catch a movie. "Coming Soon". Damn it. I don't know, if it's whether I haven't been watching horror flicks for some time, or is it that the show is really kinda scary. But. Yes, got a bit freaked out. *blush*

Oh, oh. And I got the shock surprise of my life. Initially, the bunch of us went to Marina Sq to catch the show, but then the tickets were sold out. Then, I saw HER. At first, when she walked passed, I was like, "Is THAT HER?" But I didn't called out to her.

But after a while, she came walking back again. Turns out she was going to catch the same movie I did, but her attempt failed too. Sad-ded. Yup, so I saw her.

Last few weeks, been rather busy actually. Maybe busy is an understatement. And stressed as well. Sigh~ Never will understand, how can they get an NSF, a mere 2LT, to do those kind of things? It's just seems way out of his authority.

But I still did it in the end. Honestly, quite glad I did. In the end, it WAS an experience.

So tired. So exhausted. Can't think through stuff properly now.

Angst

Whew~ Yesterday was such a day. Bloody hot.

And today's such an angsty day. This & that. That & this. So much problems. So irritating. So much angst. Argh... And the constant yawning, possibly indicating a lack of sleep, doesn't really help much at all.

Sigh, sigh, sigh.

If only... But... Isn't it?

This really isn't a very nice Saturday. Damn it.

Read a few blogs just now too. And gosh. It's like, so depressing. All the latest post. Really, do we live 20 years of our life to be this depressed at this point of time? Everyday's like falling nothingness.

Alright, I've no idea what rubbish I'm spouting out now.

Cut all the fingernails on my lefty. Left those on the right long.

And the flowers fall...

The street of this morning...

It was beautiful...

That's what I thought to myself as I sped through the streets. A brief moment of serenity & tranquility.

Suddenly, this thought struck me - is this, how's my life going to be like?

Never long lasting, rather, brief moments of happiness?

I don't want that. I want to settle down.

It's lonely in here...

I don't want it like this...

Sorry...

Sigh~

Been reading this book titled "Train Man" recently. It's quite interesting. If there's time, may consider giving it a try. There's a movie on it too.

Watched "Gridiron Gang" too. Think it was 2 days ago. I think it's another great movie. A meaningful & touching story.

And to all non-anime fan. You guys might want to check out these few shows. "Voices Of A Distant Star", "The Place Promised In Our Early Days" & "Byousoku 5 Centimetres" (or "5 Centimetres Per Second").

You don't have to be an anime fan or anime-lover to appreciate the show. For your information, these 3 animes, were by the same guy. I really appreciate his works. And of course whoever created those soundtracks for the show.

First time I'd watched such tragic love stories... *sobs*

Explains my emotional moods nowadays...

Anyway, on a happier note. Celebrating Marie's 20th tomorrow night. Gisela's 21st (Hooray for turning 21!) on Saturday's night. Kayaking early in the morning, chilling out in the afternoon with Jerome & Keith on Saturday.

Can't wait for university application to open now.

Oh, and good luck my juniors! *winks*