星期三, 五月 20, 2009

No Longer a Teen? Noo!!

Just hate the morning rush hours.

Take today for example. What's the freakin' rush people? I know all of you are hurrying with haste to your workplace. But, don't I need to go too?

Let 3 trains passed by me at Jurong East Station today. Almost made it to the third, but then realised I just couldn't squeeze into small standing space available. So, had to quickly stepped out before the door closed.

This had left me standing at the edge of the platform. Really, if it weren't for the Station Staff, blowing her whistle for me to step behind the yellow line, I would have to press my way back.

Argh. The agony. The irritation. The annoying little people.

Thankfully, I headed out of home early, else I think I will be late.

And at times, it doesn't make life any easier during morning rush hour when one is wearing his uniform. I can see the headlines coming out man, if I just did as I wanted to. "Soldier Bashing Into Train" And the content would be something like, soldier bashing through 'human jungle', not giving a care to the citizens, who should the soldiers be caring for - its citizens, go back to the jungle. That sort of nonsense.

Ah, whatever. Enough lamenting.

Today ended earlier than expected. Much earlier. Usually its like 1730 to 1800 hours. But today, was released at 1630. How cool is that?

And, thanks people. Thank you all for the birthday wishes. Completing 25% of the game ain't easy, but it was interesting while it lasted.

So well, Thank You Rachel - the very longest friend that I'd ever known in my life. Qixiang, Yvonne, Daphne, Alvin - another bunch of friends whom I'd known for some time now, and yet to meet up. Bao Xuan - my primary school mate, whom I'd rarely made contact with and just suddenly saw her message on my facebook wall. Victoria, Edric, Edrea - my 2 lovely cousins. Da-sao, Da-ge, Juvina, Jomaine - my eldest brother's family. Siew Hoon, Yuting, Valerie, Audrey - the four people whom I'd mugged with through JC days for the dreaded A's. Henrietta & Sharon - my 2 very dear friends in secondary school, staying in the same class throughout the 4 years. Regina, Alex, Nicole - a really random group (much like the mugging group) from my secondary school, and damn, do we have fun. Susanna - the really really adorable & dear girl from first 3 months in JC. Jasmine, Jerome, Shermin, Keith & Meixing - my faifthful bunch of committee who stayed with me throughout my tour of duty in ODAC. Kristelle - the very first person to messaged me, reminding me that I'm one year older AND that I'm no longer a teenager. Michelle, Kuo En, Agnes, Pearl, Yiwa - the four girls from my absolutely crazy JC class. Soon Kwee - one of thoes crazy (& funny-ly annoying) people in my JC class. Man Ping - one whom I'd known in during first 3 months, then later moved on to AJC, but still keeping in contact. Adeline Tan - another girl whom I'd known through ODAC. Jennifer Koh - my GP teacher in J1, really awesome teacher, but maybe not as awesome as Mrs Layniang (Oops). Rene - the first & last person who shared the same birth date. Eng Ping, Hong Ern - my OCS mates from Tango 3.2 (For we are all~ Tango 3~ For we are all! Tango 3~) *laughs*. Hin Fan, Lionel Gerard, Eng Han, Jeremy Khong - mates who had gone through the engineer days with me, 2, 3, 4, ENGINEERS!

星期四, 五月 14, 2009

No Reasons

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I feel that my silence is the most dangerous thing. At least to me.

Just when I'm all settled down to prep myself typing a long blog. Some thing about throwing my Chinese away should I go overseas and study crops up. I know I'd made a promise to myself not to use (too much) vulgarities when I enter NS. But... here goes. F*** IT M*** F*** Z*** B*** BLOODY HELL P*** OF S*** P*** *** ABC-XYZ.

Seriously.

Now, after all that, I don't even know what I want to start with.

Damn it.

Fine. Something 'bout my current life then. First off, I'm busy like hell now with NS. As in, when I'm in camp. Of course, I still get to get home and all. But when I'm in camp, it's really. Busy. Say no yo work after I'd got home.

Oh, and I'm planning to start exercising now. Exercising excessively that is. At least I hope I have the time and commitment to. Hmph. So, who ever wants to join me, I'm cool with it.

Recently, am getting out with my cousins too. It's not a frequent occurrence, but, it just somehow happened. I know labeling it as "nice" is sort of plain & simple. But that's just it. At least on the surface. There's something more to it. Yea. So, the outings with them were really nice.

Nowadays, I'm seeing less & less of the Muggers already. More of Midnight gang actually. Now. Really.

My head's just a muddle of thoughts right now. Pardon me if things get incoherent here.

Oh, something important. Does anyone out there knows how to set up a router properly? 'Cos I have one, but it ain't working properly. SO, only one computer is connected to the Internet. Thus, my computer does not have any Internet connection at all. Please people. I'm desperate. I've been living for more than a month now without an Internet connection on my computer. IT'S. KILLING. ME.

And that also explains why I've yet to upload any photos nowadays. Sorry guys. But, I'm too lazy to do that on this computer.

Suddenly, I just want to watch some... Never mind. It's not me at all if I'd say it out anyway.

Oh, oh. Got an idea what I'd want to be like when I get to Uni. Thought of it when I was out with my bro to his school. And that's... To appear like a total idiot. A klutz. A geek, nerd, silly, whatever. But actually, someone who really know his stuff. Now, that's just a dream. Hah. I'll never be able to pull it off.

That should be all for now.

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

Just give me back my pieces
Just give them back to me please
Just give me back my pieces
And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok

星期一, 五月 04, 2009

Silence

Damn the pig. It's depressing me.

Just 'cos of this nonsense, my perfectly long weekend was disturbed. Had to return to my workplace on a Saturday. And despite returning, sort of got told off when I didn't stayed long enough. What nonsense is that.

And right now, throwing so many things to me. Sigh~ Things just ain't going so well for me right now. Yea... I know others had worst, but I think mine's quite bad, since it's real time we're talking about here? I don't know...

Aw shucks. Damn it all.