Fried Brain

Whew~ Finally am getting better. Almost fried my brain I did. 39.5 degree celsius. How cool is that? Highest fever I ever had. Muahahaha. Earned meself a 2days M.C. (which i only used for 1day) Anyway, had to go back to all the homework which couldn't touched.

So, tomorrow's the presentation for the Cambodia trip. I'm not presenting (that's of course) though. Others are. It's nice seeing them again somehow. Bunch of different people coming together, working like that. Hmmm...sounds like NS.

Hai~ Life. It's full of lessons.

Black & White

Haiz~ Elvis is so tempting me to go NYJC & be a retained there. Hmmmx... as much as I want to, I'm sure that my parents will not hear of it. In chinese, they probably say something like, "Why? Why do you want to go there and be retained while you can stay in YJ and finish your A's in this year?" Hahaha. But then, I think I won't be doing that. There are just the friends that I have in YJ... 110 friends, Po4 friends, ODAC people plus the many people whom I either known through friends or some events, and of course, not forgetting chinese class people. *smiles*

Right now, school work is getting a bit unnerving. But thankfully, ODAC is becoming enjoyable. Hehehz. All thanks to the Republican of ODAC of course.

And I've finally found a music artist that I love. NUJABES. Awesome dude. Alright, time to go sleep. *smile*

Good night everyone!

Life has to go on..

It's been a while since I last left an entry. There were so many times I had wanted to note something down, but just ain't have the time & energy fer it. Anyway, lots have happened.

Year 2, ODAC President, have to be serious about it already for the Year 1s. A's are coming, forcing myself to buck up in studies (yes, even geography, though slowly). Life's difficult, quite a lot of commitments. Lion dance performance coming up,& I ain't strong enough yet. Many other stuffs, been troubling me, but those, I will keep. For now.

Kids are just so adorable. Thankfully, I still can be in contact with 'em. Kids at the lion dance troupe, kids at chinese calligraphy class.

Oh.. I declare, Mr Ng Ping Hwee is really an inspiring teacher. Haha. He's my maths teacher for those who don't know. I think he's freakin' clever. Ms Lim Beng Choo rocks too. My Physics & ODAC teacher. So extremely very patient with us. And teachers, I've stopped playing computer games already. I want to, but just can't find the time for it. Dang. My Tomb Raider: Chronicles. Hadn't touched it since this year started.

I haven't talked about Orientation 2007, have I? OGL Mentor I was. Spent most of the time hanging with Delia & Kids Central. Thanks for the company, hehehz. The Orientation was really good, I say, thanks to Phyllis, Dylon, Rebecca & the 2 games I/C whose name I dunno how to spell. It was wild, I tell ya. *winks*

It's a new year, life has to go on, despite whatever that had happened. Now that school has started, I feel souless once again.

That's all I think I have for now. Oh, almost forgot. Hello yiling! Sister!! *SMILE* Hope you're doing alright! Hehz..

Let me be, just for once

Let me be, just for once. I so hate being like this, but... *shrugs*

I wanna lie in my bed, hug my pillows, soft-toys, everything real close & tight. I want to cover myself in my warm warm blanket, hand-woven/made by my grandma. I want the weather to be terribly cold, so that I can do as what the previous sentence said. I want to see people being happy, from a distance, one more time before school starts. I want to see *** fall asleep (sounds sick, I know). I want to be alone, and do all of the above.

I think I'm getting fatter. Over the last week of the hol's, & this half-a-week, I've been gorging myself. Buffet, Dinner, Steamboat, Buffet, Chocolates & many more sinful stuff. Like last night, ate & ate. Tonight, had steamboat. *bloated*

Countdown: For a change, this year countdown wasn't with my primary school mates. Went over to Mary's house to see a very few of the Po4's, but it was still worth it. *smiles* After that, when they went off to bowl, headed to bro's house. Met Audrey & Siew Hoon there. *grinz* Hahaha. Funny thing, we didn't really count down. We counted down by killing each other on Street Fighter. *sticks tongue* Then, at a later time, Audrey went home. I stayed overnight with SiewHoon. It's my 3rd time staying over at a friend's house!! *BIG SMILE* hahaha. But don't have Audrey this time, & we were tired. But still, ahahaha. Havoc~ Just don't understand why parents don't allow me to stay over at friends' houses.

And so, this is a start of a new year. Everything's new. School's starting. I know, it's depressing. I'm depressed myself. But we've gotta face up to reality don't we? Life can be a dream, but only once in a while. We always have to wake up.

My wish for the New Year

First & foremost, let everyone stay happy & be themselves (especially to that someone *ahem*), no matter what happens. And lastly (or so I think...), Peace.

Very simple, it ain't much...

As I typed all this nonsense down, sudden;y feeling this, I dunno... Just some funny feeling that I can't comprehend. That I dread. Oh well, I suppose I'll forget bout it tomorrow morning. *smile*

Feeling down & low... Why? I won't admit it...