Let me be, just for once

Let me be, just for once. I so hate being like this, but... *shrugs*

I wanna lie in my bed, hug my pillows, soft-toys, everything real close & tight. I want to cover myself in my warm warm blanket, hand-woven/made by my grandma. I want the weather to be terribly cold, so that I can do as what the previous sentence said. I want to see people being happy, from a distance, one more time before school starts. I want to see *** fall asleep (sounds sick, I know). I want to be alone, and do all of the above.