Week End

Damn. How I hate the school. Well, this is what happened:
School ended 1230 on Friday (due to a reason or another). According to the school's rules, students are not allowed to leave before 1330. Even if they had no lessons. (Like what bullshit is that) So, I tried to lie my way out of school. "Don't bullshit me, boy! Go! Go back inside!" so said the security. Like, I don't get the duties of these schools' securities nowadays. Are they suppose to keep people out? Or keep students in? Hmmm... Question. Anyway, I still didn't bothered. Managed to find my way out 20minutes later.

So, after school break, went to meet up with my brother at Northpoint for lunch. Then, decided to go with him & my cousin to mint: museum of toys Damn... The place is like totally awesome. The design of the building, the exhibits, the legends, The Firsts. Gosh. I just couldn't believe they had such a place in Singapore. *suah-ku-ded*

After that, we walked to Haji Lane. Ehhh... Not as interesting as we supposed it was. But still, quite an eye-opener. There was this tee-shirt that cost like $129. Whew~ Who would buy that? Then there's another shop, which looked totally awesome from the outside. Shop name is "3" I supposed. 'Cos I only saw the word "3" outside. But it was all dark, so didn't enter. Looks expensive too... *sticks tongue* Oh, on the walk there, passed by Parkview Square. Bloody shit... I should sneak in and take a look sometime. It's humongous & supposedly cost millions & maybe billions to build.

Anyway, after Haji Lane, headed over to CHIJMES. Cosafé Maid Cafe. Whoa~ Someone, please hit me. Just to make sure that I'm not dreaming. *sticks tongue* Even my brother was laughing to himself. And my cousin, she was laughing along with us. Lol. But that's not the end! What was even more shocking, was that I found a senior there! All thanks to the uniform I had been wearing all day! Hehehz. The wonders of uniform. Sigh~ Joey...

Oh, and we also found this shop beside the toy museum. If I'm not wrong, name's "Actually". And the interior design of the shop. Absolutely wicked (even though the outside looks really old & abandoned). They had like hanging chairs, suitcases & drawers! But looks kind of fragile. *shrugs*

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So, was supposed to head back home after dinner at my uncle's place. But after watching "Avatar: The Last Air Bender" (I think I'm going to get the whole series already) & "dejavu" it was... well... rather late. So, stayed over at their place. One more time! *smiles* Really loved going there as a kid. Don't know why. Just love it. lolx. Then, played "NFS: Most Wanted, Black Edition" while they slept. Damn. And we're suffering from withdrawal symptoms now, even as I blog. Hmph. Anyway, life with them. It's cool, funny, relaxing. I get disconnected from the world when I'm with them. Sometimes. It's a great feeling. So carefree, so relaxed. Ahhh~

Oh, and to all those who had tried contacting me on Saturday. Especially to the Muggers United, I'm really really sorry. My phone.. Well... It sort of went out of battery. 'Cos I didn't expect to be staying away from home till so... Erm... Early? Late? Next day. So, didn't charged it. And to Hazel, hahahahaha. You guys... Yeah, I like it. Very much. *smiles* So, the next time I go swimming or something similar, I'll call up the bunch of you. *laughs*

Alright, I think that should be about it. Quite a lengthy post I must say... Alright. VERY LENGTHY POST. Happy? Hmph.

"NFS: Most Wanted, Black" Rocks. Big Time.

Birthday

18th May. What a day! Damn... Got violated after Maths lecture... Gosh, dunnno how many people pinning me down, taking off me clothes. The Horror! Ahhh! And Roger is so dead. He may be down to nothing when his time comes. Hmph. As if that weren't enough, they went on to draw my body. Photos taken, video clipped. *sigh* But still, it's what everyone has to go through, I suppose. Haiz~ Never mind, makes life more interesting... *gulps*

And I got cheated in the late afternoon lar. Was waiting for Chris to come & take her interview after Gwen, so was slacking around with Jas, Meixing & Jerome. Then Xinyi said she needed me to draw something for her friend, so, asked me to go meet her. So, I did, and there she was, the 'outdoor' canteen area. Along with Lionel, Curina, Susanna & ShiHui. And there was this cake there, all candles lighted. And there I was, still thinking, "Hmmm... Must be one of their friends birthday, so, maybe need me to help with some drawing?" Or so she said to me... Never did I suspect that it was for me la. Wa-lao-eh... How slow can i get? *laughs* But still, was really surprised. Thanks you guys! *smile*

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Oh did I also said 'bout the ODAC ex-co interview? Haha. Actually, it was quite boring, if I may say... The seniors were there, so were the teachers. So nerve-wrecking. My heart almost stopped. Alright, maybe it wasn't that bad, but it was still bad. Didn't quite feel at ease with higher authorities around. 'Specially not when it's something serious like this.

Anyway, from what the J1s had all said, seems like much of 'em are pretty impressive people. More impressive than me. Ahahaha. Perhaps, ODAC may see some light soone. Heheh. So, I suppose I'm gonna spend some time headache-ing for the posts now... Who's fit to be who, who's not even worthy of being in ex-co (just kidding). But still, only thing I'm afraid, is that people may think it's unfair. Or perhaps the posting were bias. But they can't blame us. There's a reason for everything, no matter how unreasonable it may seemed. You get me here?

School. Was so-so today. Nothing much happened, except that the birthday boy got raped. *sigh*

But went out with the ODACs. To watched "200 Pounds Beauty"". Happy, happy. Hahaha. So, went to Toa Payoh, had pizzas (never knew a PizzHut existed in Toa Payoh). During dinner, we actually down-ed 2 bottles of cheese! *Gasp* Ahahaha. Cheese-maniacs. So, after that, went to catch the movie. It was pretty nice, briefly talking about how society places importance on image & appearance. But I suppose the main issue is about how a person may feel after going under the knife. Hmmm... Something to think about.

BUT, during the movie, something embarrassing happened!! Ahh!!! Just hope whatever happened in there, remain in there. *finger-crossed*

The train ride back was so crammed.

The Past & Now

Suddenly, I have this urge to blog. Upon hearing the song from FFIX, theme from Dali Village, had this overwhelming rush of emotions. Doesn't really help when you're looking at blogs you haven't seen for such a long time. I'm waiting for photos to be uploaded by the way.

Suddenly, looking at those blogs/livejournals... I realised why I was with them. I realised that they were such a fun bunch of people. Maybe it's due to stress, or maybe it's just me, that they've change a little? Then, there's some whom I've seen the whole truth. For who they truly are. Somethings just never change.

I've come to realised too, that many things have changed since last year, when I joined Yishun JC. Change. It's the only constant in life. The Past. Everything just seemed so much better in the Past. Growing up now, does not seem so much of a pleasure anymore. Somehow, now, this feeling I have inside of me, it's just unexplainable. Dread, perhaps? Or rather sadness & sorrow? Maybe it's just that I've lost my Will & fighting spirit. Maybe I'm just weakening, rotting from the inside out. (Now, that have set me thinking, what will life be like after?) Will I survive today to live another day? So many questions, so little answers. I know they're lying deep down inside me, but, they've sunk so deep I can't seem to reach them. Wish I could just turn bad, let my anger & hatred overtake me, let me sin. Then, at least I won't have such a mixture of emotions... It's just so overwhelming.

So, eating grapes now, blogging. Viewed through the gigabytes of photos. Looking at my family photo. I love you, mum. And I love you too, dad, no matter how rude I may appear to you. To the ODAC people, you guys have been such an excellent support for my JC2 life. To 4E2 legacy, it WILL remain a legend, forever. To everyone else, thanks for all the small little things that you've done. It helps a lot...

Oops. Forgot to give thanks to the people who helped out with the camp. Heheh... Well, so here goes...

Firstly, thanks to Meixing for her treasury business. Marie for all the navigation business & her hard work. Fahmi for his logistics stuff & being such a help during the camp (else I believe that we'll be doing more push-ups, jumping jacks, etc.). Jerome for his help with everyone & perhaps his crappiness in entertaining everyone. *sticks tongue* Keith for his night activities ideas & insisting on having a campfire. Jasmine for her entertainment & entertainment *laughs* Ken for providing us with some entertainment. *winks* Shermin for disciplining the J1s & more. Pearlene & Michelle for staying out at the quarry during navigation. Ms Lim & Mr Keith for being there & helping out in anyway. Also, Mr Keith for his entertainment. Ms Lim's husband for his entertainment as well. And of course, the J1s for participating & being so cooperative.

That's bout it bahz. Sorry if I left anyone out! Haha. *smile*

P.Ubin Camp 2007

*Snore* Tired. Exhausted. Shagged. Came back from Class a few hours back. Had wanted to sleep & give Class a miss, but mum was howling at me to get moving. Argh... And now, I'm like tired. Not to forget I've tutorials to complete & a birthday to celebrate at night. Thinking tomorrow is really going to be a fucked-up day. Hmph.

Well, Friday & Saturday was spent on Pulau Ubin. Pity didn't get to join me secondary school mates for Sharon's Birthday & Spiderman 3. But oh well... Had a camp there. First time of me life to rush from school to Ubin. Luckily I've still got the time to rush home & put down school stuff & go back to gather again. *laughs*

So, reaching there, had dinner in the dark (better than OBS time though). Then it was the night activities. Had a campfire! All thanks to Keith for insisting on the idea! Hehehz. Anyway, the J1s performed for us. Was really impressed by them, especially a few. Then we J2s performed as well. Damn. I was expecting that when they were performing. No juniors will ever let their seniors off so easily. BUT, it was fun. *smile* Then did some dance around the campfire. It was fun, really. Even the teachers were in the groove with us. Just a pity that we didn't brought more firewood. Bleh. After taking 5, started off for our night walk. The J1s were really something, in comparison to the J2s. Ahahaha. There was this 1 particular girl who was extremely afraid of everything in the dark though. Really had a good laugh. But still, thought the trek can be made better.

Soon, it was time to sleep. Gosh, we actually forgot to keep an eye on the J1s. 2 were caught out of their tents, talking away. I'm beginning to think that my batch & the previous batch of Seniors, have different values. *laughs* Anyway, Big Keith was bull-shitting with us in the hut, while everyone was tidbit-ting away. And the time was... 0000++ How unhealthy can that get? But who cares? Not I. Lol. So, slept at around 0330, leaving Shermin & Jerome *AHEM* to chat. In the night, I remember myself scratching A LOT. Thanks to the lovely little world of insects. Oh. And I accidentally elbowed & kicked my sleeping neighbour in the middle of the night. *laughs*

Next day,packed up & they had games, while some J2s stayed at the hut, distributing the items among the teams. Then, it was navigation time. So cool.
Oh, did I mention that Jasmine, Marie, Big Keith, Mdm Lim & partner & me were at the hut? Then there were some rocks packing. It was hilarious. Everyone was targeting that one fellow. Even last night, while bull-shitting, Big Keith was targeting her.*laughs head off*
First time to not be in full gear & even cycling around. *wahahaha* (Some J1s were clever. They left their bulky items at a shop there, so they didn't had to carry.) Went throughout the isle. Saw Pearlene & Michelle at the quarry cliff, they were taking turns to sleep? Haha. Then there was Meixing & Shermin, pity didn't get to see their station in action. Then Jerome & Amy with the bastard leaves-counting station. And then Fahmi at his quarry station, and of course Small Keith with his Sudoku. The cyclist were me, Jasmine, Marie & Shuhua! She came to join us for the fun! *smile*

So, that was that, after everything, debriefed, did some punishment for not doing area cleaning & leaving behind rubbish. (The hubby was harping on about the tea-bag *laugh*) Then, split load & head home.

Somehow, every time on Ubin, no matter what it is. It just feels like a holiday. As if like there's going to be no school for a period of time. Damn... And to think in just 1day time, it's school again. Argh... But still, had some crazy fun.

SMILE