Convocations.

Think of what will be, not what could be. No point in dealing with the what ifs. What matters is the present, and the future.

There are 2 kinds of distraction. The good and the bad kind. The good kind gets you distracted from things that inhibits yourself, undermines oneself. The bad, are those that stops you from progressing. I need the good kind. I've already got too much of the bad kind. For example, I should be working on my essay right now.

Sigh...

Lamp post.

At a lost...

Life goes on as per normal. The same schedule. The same people. The same routine. The same mundaneness.

When I run, it finds its way back. When I face it, I feel utterly useless & pathetic. What else could I possibly do? Preoccupying myself with things seems to be the only way. If only I were still in a secondary school. Then perhaps, things might not have been as bad...

Really now... I need to wake myself up.