When the Cat's Away.

When the Cat's away.

There's a time and place for most things. But when the Cat's away, it's not the time for Water. Pissing that Gold thinks it is the right moment. Not fun getting stuck in the Water. I hate it. It's worse when it's Polluted Water. Sometimes, I wish that a "miracle" might happen. It wears me down thinking that such things are happening. Australia has been very very kind to me. And I love it, even though it pains me terribly that I have to put aside the Bunny of yesteryears. Compared with the Cat & Water, it doesn't seem like much any more.

I'd wished I could just run away from it all. Start over. Afresh somewhere else. Some place where people can't reach me. I've ever though about eloping. I've ever thought about migrating. I've ever thought about travelling. I've ever thought about disappearing. But these options would be very irresponsible of me.

I guess one reason why I'd played so much games, would be the fantasy. The control I have. The way that extreme choices had to be made. The manner where choices made have dire & shotgun-esque impact. Instead of a slow poison.

I didn't want my becoming of an adult to be this way.

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I don't know when will be the next time I'll be back in Perth. Couple of days ago, was just my Convocation. I really liked the sash colour of my school. Smalt. It's a pretty colour. And looks cool too, unlike the rest. The GoPro had been really useful in this trip. What with rope-swings, cliff-jumping, driving around. Also brought the GoPro up to stage during me collecting the certificate.

On another note, I came down with Hand, Foot, & Mouth Disease during this CNY. Quite a terrible thing to have. Quarantined for a week. Painful sores/blisters for a couple of days. Very contagious. The aftermath ain't all that fantastic too. Especially when I was still spring-cleaning with the blisters/sores. You see, the blisters/sores are actually just small red spots. But as you mistreat your hands & feet, they become really blister-like. So when they heal, the skin dries & starts to peel. My hand & feet are in a terrible terrible state right now.

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I need to find a source of happiness soon.

You can (not) advance. You are (not) alone.

Hopefully, I'll be able to post some photos up from this Perth trip. Well, I'm able to. Just a matter of if I bother and hardworking enough.

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I want to disappear.

Oh, am also getting depress about my hair. I'm actually rather sad that I've to chop it off now. Maybe this is how girls feel when they've decided to chop off their hair.