Happy ORD.

Here's to a Happy ORD anniversary. Time does seem to fly by. I could still remember those days I had in NS, then the day I'd ORD. Guess that means my NS had been really fulfilling.

Yeah, there were really really extremely shitty days. Days which were so fucked up you can't believe it's actually happening. But, hey, it's passed & I believe that me & my buddies wouldn't have it any other way. I guess this means that what they'd always say is true. Something about what's important ain't the mission or the country, rather, it's the friend who's beside you.

And of course, who would give up a chance
to play with firearms & explosives?

Had a really, erm, weird dream the other day. If I remembered correctly, I was in a plane at first. Then it crash & I was stranded at this island with the other passengers. Weird stuff happened, people got slaughtered, murdered, killed. I don't know what happened to me. But I was kind of excited by what was happening. The strangeness of the place, the unknown, the fear.

Writing stuff like this down, I wonder if I'm alright. But I do like the unknown some bits. Not the modern context unknown though. Those, those are just plain mean.

Anyway, came across this interesting 'article'...

"Her Diary Entry
He was in an odd mood Friday night. We planned to meet at a pub for a drink. I spent the afternoon shopping and I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit later than I promised, but he didn't say anything much about it.

The conversation was very slow going so I thought we should go Off somewhere more intimate so we could talk a bit more privately. We went to this restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. I tried to cheer him up and started to wonder whether it was me or something else. I asked him, and he said no. But I wasn't really sure. So anyway, in the car on the way back home, I said that I loved him deeply and he just put his arm around me. I didn't know what the hell that meant because you know he didn't say it back or anything, this is really worrying me.

We finally got back home and I was wondering if he was going to leave me! So I tried to get him to talk but he just switched on the TV, and sat with a distant look in his eyes that seemed to say its all over between us.

Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to bed. Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and to my surprise, he responded to my advance and we made love. But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterward I just wanted to confront him but I just cried myself to sleep. I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I really think he's seeing someone else and that my life is a disaster.

His Diary Entry
Celtic lost. Got a shag though."

Goes to show that man, can be really simple creatures at time. Seriously. Life's too short to put too much thoughts in it. No, wait. That didn't come out right. Hmmm... Can't... Think of a good way to phrase it. But I'm sure you know what I'm trying to say.

Ooh... So. Hungry. But I got to go sleep now. Sigh~