5 Centimeters Per Second

"They say it's 5 centimeters per second.
The speed at which cherry blossom petals fall,

5 centimeters per second."

Yesterday, left home early in the morning. Headed to Zhonghua Secondary School. The journey there...was somehow nostalgic. Sights of the train, the bus, the road, the trees. But things had changed. They always do... The school looks very much cluttered now. A little too cluttered in my opinion.

Saw one familiar face there. It was welcoming, of course.

Realised just how much heavier and slower I am now, as compared to 3, 4 years ago. *laughs*

After that, hopped on the train to town. Caught "Hellboy 2: The Golden Army". I say...it's okay... Give it 3 out of 5? Not a must watch, but can be a time-killer. That was with Valerie, Audrey & Yuting. I'm thinking, it'll be a long long time before the whole lot of us will meet again. What with school & army.

After the show, walked a little, settled at a coffee shop, had a little cup of tea. Not long, it was time to go.

Today, it's the day where I usually spend at home, unwinding, reflecting, relaxing.

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I'm at a loss. Don't know what to do, don't know what to feel, don't know which to follow.

Life in the past was better. Though purchasing power were peanuts, still, live was good.

"Where's my compass gone to?"
I feel so lost now. So confused. I've no idea what to choose. To look back at the past? Move on to the future? Or live my fantasy? Sigh~

I don't even know what I'm talking about at all. Hai~~ Think I'll just brood over this in camp for the time being...

Random thoughts. To keep myself happy & going. A few things I'm looking forward to this year.
1)Engineers' Dinner in October. Good food + Good venue + Wickedly awesome No.2 - a Date to go with = Good night's out.

2)Dine-In @ SAFTI. No.2, formal event. Just there for the kicks of it. Hah.

3)Commissioning Parade in December. No.1, here I come!

4)Comms Ball. Time to kick back & enjoy the night.

5)After training phase. Time to head out & meet up with friends. More often, hopefully.