星期四, 八月 09, 2007

"The design of a blog determines the character of the blogger" - so I read from a blog. Yeah right~

My nieces are just so adorable. Though naughty at times, but still, adorable. *smiles* Watched the NDP 2007 on tee-vee. Thought some of the performers looked seriously gay. Fangs of guilt are biting into me now as I'd done no revision at all today. Haiz~

While waiting for everyone to return home, realised I had no idea what to do.
SMS? Done that & ended it.
MSN? No interest. Yet.
Play games? Nothing that's fun.
Surf the net? No objective.
Television? Nothing's on.

Suddenly, recieved an SMS from a junior. What a timely SMS it was. It wasn't the context that had me going to friendster & going through profiles of all the friends I had, missed & love. When people from your past memories suddenly contacts you, everything just seems to come back like a returning-boomerang. Especially if that person had quite an impact in your life. Then, one thing would lead to another.

Memories you want buried return from the grave. The purpose? To understand. To reflect. To learn.

Now. What will I do? I suppose playing it by ear would be what I'll always do. BUT. This time, I'll just sit by the side, waiting, watching, understanding it all. Perhaps what Ms Lim said was true. I had become what I didn't want to. Unconsciously? Or subconsciously? I've yet to find out the answer for that. Sometimes, I wish that I AM as forgetful as I always say I am.

But of course, there's always 2 sides to a coin. No matter how ugly something can get, there's always a little beauty to it. It's just a matter of how one looks at it. And for that, I'm grateful to a lot a lot of people. *smiles*

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