Screw It

Long Post

Pardon me. Please...

FUCK.Fuckin' fuck fuck.

Last week was terrible. Monday was bad. So was Tuesday. Wednesday: "Argh." Thrusday, not so bad. Friday, bloody wasted. Saturday, fucking stressed. Sunday, even worse. Screw This.

Damn it. I just can't take anymore of that fellow anymore. It's like every time I see that fellow, I want to slaughter the living day lights out of it. "Blah blah blah, blah blah. Blah blah, blah blah?" AHHH!!! FUCK IT! So fucking irritating & spineless. Stop talking so much! Stop acting so much! JUST. GET. LOST. Argh... That's for Fellow No.1.

Damn. I can't take anymore of Geography. Seriously. Every time I look at the question, every time I see Geog, I think of the tutor railing away. Babbling away. As if anyone who takes Geog is bound to have an interest or passion for it. I need to get away from the school's Geog department.

Saturday

Went to P.Ubin to complete CIP for CCA. It was alright, I suppose. Just didn't realised Chek Jawa was under construction, so couldn't get to go. Bit disappointing I would say. But oh well, still, it wasn't all that bad.

Recce. Was the stressful part, I dare say. Change this, change that. I'm sick & tired of making so many decisions already. It's not that I don't welcome suggestions & all, just that you guys can go ahead & plan of anything that I'm fine with & have given the green light. It doesn't have to be me all the time. And Jasmine. Poor thing, she. Fell down somewhere & got cut. Thankfully it ain't her head that she hit. Sometimes, I just get so worried when my members hurt themselves. Sigh~

Sunday was fun, if it weren't for the fact that I have school tomorrow & a GP test. Stayed over at my aunt's house last night, so came back & headed out for class. Afternoon, my brother & sister-in-law came! Hehehe... *smiles* The small one was just so adorable! Just so indescribable. Kawaii! *laughs* But the big one wasn't so well-behaved. But she's still cute anyway. =P Mid-afternoon, me & Mr Krabbs went to Sim Lim Tower & Square. Stayed there for a while to look around & buy some stuff. Funny how we didn't had enough money to pay for 2 cups of drink. So embarrassing! *sssh* What's the conclusion? I didn't complete any work for the weekend. Hmph.

And now, today, Monday. I Fuckingly Freakin' hate Mondays. Had to put up with No.1. Thankfully, Geog was cancelled, so nothing to add to the fire. BUT. What really Fucking disses me off was during the 2 hour break I had. Trust me. A COMPLETE IDIOT TO HAVE TRUSTED THEM. FUCK. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!! !!! BAAHHH!!! FUCK!!! Damn. This fucking must have been the fucking most number of fucking times I've said the word "Fuck" in such a fucking short amount of time. Fuck. I'm not going to talk to them anymore. Fucking screw my life. The next time they do something similar, they're dead. DEAD. I can see... oh wait...

Interruption: Had to go shift a 2nd hand organ into my house with my dad.

...the headlines: "YJC Massacre: Boy goes on killing frenzy" Muahahahaha! *evil laughter*

I'm terribly sorry girl for what I've done & not done...
"Damn FUCKERS. Now, I have no idea what to do. Fucking Fuckers."

I shouldn't have trusted them.

"I just want to rip them apart. Head to toe."

I've yet to reply her, 'cos I've no idea what to say.

"Let me out. Let me free. Let me slice 'em up good."

This is the second time such an event happened.

"And I've promised myself never to do such things again? Screw you!"

Today's CT time was neat. YJ actually had such an amazing teacher. Her singing was so wickedly mesmerizing. And the guy, gosh, his piano was just stunning.

Right now, I just don't feel like doing anything else anymore. So many things happening all at once. Not to mention that I've got my mum meeting my teachers tomorrow. Damn... I cannot imagine what's going to happen. Sigh... Must be strong, Edward! Don't lose to the voice inside your head!

Take a gun & shoot thyself in the head