"BANG!" goes the Sun

I once know this person. He appears to be confident, strong, firmed, carefree & fearless at times...

Now, he is nothing more than a dead ringer of the person I once knew. Now, his anxiety soars, a troubled soul. A worrier, burdened by all the weight he carries on his shoulders alone. He's beginning to doubt himself. His abilities, capabilities...

I'm confused. He seemed to be on the verge of breaking down. A powerless person...fighting a losing battle. Yet, he's still fighting, refusing to give in. Perhaps, he still has a little of his fighting spirit left. Though not much, but there's hope...

He's in his own world now, fighting for himself. His sanity, his existence. The world suddenly seemed so big without him. And I am nothing more than a doppleganger. A little of what he used to be. A fragment of him, hoping to be picked up someday & be remembered...

Alright. Enough with the bullshitting. Hahaha. There's not much time left to waste. It's only 2more days before the A's resume, and I've still got more revision to do! With that said, I'm still going for lion dance. Every Fridays. It sucks. BIG TIME.

The itsy bitsy spider climbed up the water spout.
Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.
Out came no sun, and the rain is still all there.
So the itsy bitsy spider could not climbed up the spout again.

"Sometimes, i just want to stay in the hot shower forever..."